I Stared Into Our Lord's Dead Eyes & God’s Dead Eyes

I Stared Into Our Lord's Dead Eyes

by Charles E S Fairey

I stared into our Lord's dead eyes

I became the receptacle for his wisdom

I saw the real truth beyond the world's lies

And became part of his chosen few's templar kingdom

In his eyes I saw just a man yet the waye

I saw that I too was my own temple true

I heard the truths of what tongues seldom say

The entire stream into me flowed every symbolic clue

I stared into our Lord's dead eyes

And the Johannite tradition became mine

I saw all of those thieves and their jealous cries

But ascended upward seven stars did shine

I saw that to have faith in a man but not thy self

Was not the waye of what came in the beginning and before

Otherwise we are just books never read upon an empty shelf

But before I walked on I had read the whole of the library and its lore

I stared into our Lord's dead eyes

And realised I was part of his never-ending phantasm

I saw the darkness and who it ties chains and buys

Those unworthy who had come before and fallen into cataclysm

For to be faithful and true to the soul was the key

To be true to the self and to be I Am and Be

For to be believed did not matter one drop in the infinite sea

And those washed upon the shore dead and lonely

Their evil tongues would never speak again of jealousy

For What the Lord had given and done for me

For I had stared into our Lord's dead eyes

And now they are mine!

God’s Dead Eyes

by Charles E S Fairey

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?

Was this my Lord of the Dance of Kings

To who the world reverently sings and sings,

All I saw was Death, my friend

The man I see every day beyond the end!

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?

Took Your skull and bones across sea and land

Yet not once have I seen your guiding hand

Only Death’s and his embrace

And the teachings of what I shall face.

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?

Into Oblivion I have seen me, my own

Yet not You Oh Lord, just empty bone

Are You really dead, and You and Your Mother

Really really Death, if so, I Am Your Brother!

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?

The Real World, The Real Another

The deathly veil unveiled, the Truth to uncover

That Death is You and mine eternal lover

This vessel fearfully in Your presence shudders.

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?

Am I not De Fere the fairest of eye

The man with the secret who shalt never die?

Faithful and True if they only ever knew

Yet the World, Oblivion, Death,

He’s really, really, just me and You,

Unto my dying final breath

I’ll be with You infinitely too,

I stared into Your dark black empty eyes

And asked if this was You, God?